reckless & clumsy

so today i realized that i have absolutely no idea
 what im doing next year and it is absolutely terrifying
i dont know what school, what job, where ill live, how ill get money, what ill be doing.....
im a person who needs a plan and i dont have one

i just wanna go back to last year, where everything was so carefree and i could just nap all day and be perfectly content with doing nothing, and loving every minute of it

its insane how different things are now from how they were this time last year

i dont like it one bit

and it goes in one ear and right out the other

heheheh